Not quite right

For me, things are going ok at the moment, aside from the fact I'm still unemployed (that's about 4 months and 3 weeks now, since graduation). My life doesn't really have much structure or meaning and I'm kind of drifting along in some kind of twilight existence. I've had enough - I mean it this time!

My fundamental flaw is my sleep pattern - I can't seem to maintain consistency and regularity! It's not that I have trouble sleeping - quite the contrary. It's more that I often struggle to get out of bed in the morning and often don't feel tired until the early hours of the morning. I sometimes oversleep, and as a result can feel disorientated or confused for most or all of the day. Conversely, I might have to get up early for an interview or something (after a late night) and consequently feel like shit!

What usually throws me off is the "cycle of alcohol", by which I mean whenever I drink alcohol I tend to overdo it, causing a hangover the next day, which usually means I'll sleep a lot more that morning. Once I've sorted out my pattern again, the weekend has arrived, I get drunk and the cycle repeats. Think I'll seriously curb the drinking in future!

My body is saying: "I've had enough! I want a proper, regular pattern." I think I'll listen to it this time and really make the effort once and for all! This is of course where having an occupation would help.

Aside from that, things are going pretty damn well!